I sit here in front of the laptop wondering what to write. I think, since it’s titled “Hello world”, I’ll introduce myself! My name is Dion, I’ve been Dion since I was born. I’m 43 Years old and single. I’ve had a few relationships that didn’t make it for one reason or another. I do have a roommate,it’s my cat and she thinks that it’s her house. I know this because of the way she looks at me when I move anything or walk around. I have 2 jobs in a way, I manage 2 hotels. This is very trying at times, but I have great staffs and that helps me keep my sanity. Well such as my sanity is. I sometimes believe that I’m the only sane person around. Because everyone keeps telling me how crazy they think I am.
I have lived in this City most of my life. I joined the Air Force out of High School and believed it to be the adventure of a lifetime. I travelled to many places and seen more than some ever will. After my tour ended, I came home and then moved all over the state, even lived in Florida for a short time. I was searching for something I guess, but didn’t find it. I’m of the belief that all of life is the search for something. Whether it be yourself, the perfect job, the perfect house, the perfect cup of coffee and the ever enormous perfect LOVE!!
The Latter of which will most likely be the central theme of most of my blogs. You see that is the thing that I’m in search of the most. I’m never sure if the relationships of my past were the only chances I will get, or is there that someone out there. I developed a theory years ago that we are born with a certain number of chances at love and that’s it. If you blow you chances your done. Problem is that you have no idea what your number is. This is what I tell myself is the reason I have been in this dry spell for the last few years. I would like this theory to be wrong of course, because I have a great love inside waiting for her. Sometimes the weight of carrying this love gets heavy and makes me sad. But after a time I can pick it up and carry it longer.
In conclusion of this first post I’ll leave you with this. I am Dion and looking for myself and Love. From time to time I’ll talk about other searches and hopefully gain insight into myself. If any of this makes you smile or think, then I’m happy. You should know that I am, despite what may be derived from my writing, a happy person and glad to be alive and well. Enjoy your weekends people and I’ll see you in my words soon.
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